After the Nite Market

uhmmm.. i told u bfor that i went to the nite market. i went there with Anggi, my best friend here, in melb :)
she got me at 6 pm bfor, then we went there at abt 7.30 pm. she left her bag in my apartment so she dropped in to my room bfor heading back. well, not juz 'drop back', coz in the end, we spent the whole nite, chatting abt my feeling for Ade. i didnt remember how could we end up by talking abt that, but really, i feel soooo miserable that nite. i looked at his fb pict, and saved some for myself. we discussed the same things over n over again. about the real reason behing our broke up, abt his real feeling, abt anything!!! i told her both my bitter n sweet memories... my GOD! i still remember all of it clearly!!! suddenly i miss him so so sooo much! anggi told me i dhould over come my feelings, somehow. yeahhh, i will. i always said that! 'I Will' but in the reality.. bulshit!! well, we discuss abt it as well. anggi said that i havent over come it bcoz i still havent known yet abt the real reason. ade n i havent talked properly to each other. i wonder when will i be able to talk to him frankly, n settle all the things with him???